Ever felt so lost and depressed before? Like the whole world is crashing down towards you,when everything isn't right, and losing the ones you love? its horrible. Seeing someone that can make you feel so happy,making you have butterflies in your stomach, walking away with someone else, happily, tell me how does that feels good? Its hurts but you cant do a single thing just because that person that you actually had a crush on, is being called someone else's, and all you can do is, walk away, ignore, when your heart is aching & bleeding profusely. that strong jealousy in someone, you know it feels like shit, you want that person so badly,but you cant do a single shit. what about drifting away from someone that you dont want to? when you guys used to talk all night,text all day long and meet up, out of a sudden, the conversation is just less than 10 words, hardly met & couldnt talk on the phone at all. all you only wish is, seeing that person by coincident and admiring him from the corner. or when someone that once said that you meant the world to them,suddenly turn so cold towards you, and ignored you? that feeling of lost, and feel like disappearing from the world. looking at that person, and wondering what actually went wrong. you cant seem to figure it out, it changed in a blink of an eyes. and people said everything happens for a reason, and the reason to all of this was it because of myself or im a failure??
and you're just hoping that one day, that person will actually notice you, and realised you existed. :') all those pain really could kill you and fuck up your whole life, you wish that person will actually notice & cared, you wish for everything that would not even happen. you knew your life, is not going to be that simple again,..
....... i should have cherish you when i could .......
